…had to completely erase everything off my computer and restore to factory settings to get it to actually start-up. bleh. i’m super sad about all the music and things i have lost. but that’s whatevs in comparison to the last week i have had…ugh.
i kicked a door…now my big toe is black and blue. i’m a moron. i don’t wanna bore with details…but bottom line is: it’s time for a change & if it isn’t possible for us to “fix” this disaster together then i may have to suck it up and move back home and fix myself the best i can…i’m back because i don’t want to give up on us yet…but something has got to give.